July 12, 2009

I Found a Bench

Found: Reading Bench

So I don’t live too far from a park and I have been meaning to take advantage of it and start walking there more often. People have picnics, play basketball, tennis, baseball, soccer, you name it. There’s a lake and tons of grass and open trails too. Recently, I got a chance to walk through and check it out to try out a camera for someone. My job was to take some shots so I could show her how to use the camera and weigh the pros and cons and whatnot. Anyway, all that to say, I was walking through the park and I found a bench– not just any bench, but the perfect bench for writing in the shade. It’s right between two trees and secluded enough that its not a noisy area, but you still see people walking by on the trail every once in a while. If I can manage to find it again, I’m going to claim that bench, but there’s only one problem. I don’t know what to write about! The poet in me has seemed to bury herself a little more and more. My desire to write only comes in little spurts these days and they get further and further apart.

So, yeah. I have my bench. All I need now is inspiration.

July 10, 2009

Barack, Say it Aint So!

BarackabootyPresident Obama and Nicolas Sarkozy (President of the French Republic) were not lookin at that girl’s booty. I think he woulda had to be looking over his shoulder  if he were checkin her out, no? Even if he had been looking a half second before she was behind him… or if he was still in the process of turning his head to look when the pic was taken, give the man a break. You woulda looked too! It’s a hella funny pic though lol

July 10, 2009

Online Window Shopping

Piggy BankSo, I am trying to get my finances in order and not spend large amounts of money on things I really don’t need. I’m trying to bring my food to work more instead of spending money at the expensive delis and fast food joints near my job. I am trying harder to get out the house earlier in the morning so I don’t have to catch a taxi on the late days once I get to the train station. I am messing up lately with the next one, but I am also trying to stop ordering fast food and opting to cook what I already have instead. I stopped paying for the premium cable channels [which I rarely watched in the first place aside from settling for movies "On Demand" and watching The L Word on Sunday nights]. Instead, I am making the most of my Netflix account and I even stopped going to the movies as much as I used to. Please not that I am a huge fan of treating myself to a movie as a way to de-stress and the transformers have been calling me to no avail since opening day.  That’s all well and good, but the one thing I can’t stop doing is tempting myself with all the gadgets out there! I haven’t made any huge eletronics purchases in months =o(

Now, I can’t say this is due to any kinda willpower or determination to hold on to a huge wad of money under my mattress. It’s been more like me being forced to deal with the fact that there is nothing underneath my mattress but a big old box spring and a bed frame. So, what’s a star-gazing gadget girl supposed to do when hit with this harsh reality? Online window shopping! It’s actually giving me some kind of gratification for whatever reason. I think I am going to start posting some of my favorite finds, but I just needed to get that off my chest for now. I’m going to be good, but it’s payday and I haven’t touched my money yet for bills. So, the balance still looks so pretty on my bank site lol. Don’t even act like you don’t know what I’m talking about!

July 8, 2009

Oh, by the way…

I’m back now =o) I guess I kinda jumped right into my MJ post yesterday without mentioning that. But, yes, I’m back and hopefully going to be posting a bit more these days.

July 7, 2009

Michael Jackson’s Memorial Service

Goodbye Michael

I’m home today by chance and I got a call from my mom early this morning asking if I could record the service. I honestly didn’t realize the memorial was today, and I said something along the lines of that I was Michael’d out right now. Between the radio stations playing his songs everyday since his passing, going into stores and even the hair salon where they were playing songs or videos over a week later, the ignorant comments that I had to choose to either ignore or challenge from my boss and an insensitive idiot or two at work, you name it… I just feel like it’s time to let the man rest and that there isn’t anything that they could show today that I hadn’t seen or heard already.

MichaelSo, I told her I couldn’t. But, it wasn’t because of that. I knew it was important to her, so I wanted to try. But, it was because I didn’t have the remote to my VCR anymore (I haven’t used my VCR in years and have no idea where the remote is). So, I learned that I couldn’t record stations without it when I tried recording the BET awards for their so-called tribute. Anyway it was a few minutes to twelve and I turned to some station.. MTV or BET or something and the cameras were outside the Staple Center and people were anxious about the service. So, I watch for a few minutes and I’m inspired to at least TRY to figure out this VCR thing. So, after about 15 minutes of digging up wires and unplugging and reconnecting the DVD player and the VCR and the cable box and the tv and finding the one blank tape I had bought for the BET awards the other week and I’m in business. So I call mom to ask what station I should pick. No answer. I start fiddling around to find the station that’s showing the event. Channel 2, channel 4, channel 7, MTV, BET…. it’s everywhere. Michael Jackson

All that to say, I’ve been watching and finally ended up on channel 7 because the first station or two had too many commercials and my so called Michael’d out behind starts tearing up as soon as they start singing “We Are Going to See the King” and that was BEFORE I even noticed they were carrying his coffin in at the same time. I’m in awe of the way this man has touched so many hearts from all over the world. I don’t know that that’s been done to this degree by any other entertainer before. Not James Brown, not Pac, not Biggie, not Aaliyah, not Left Eye, not even Elvis, not even Luther, no one. I don’t know what is true or false in respect to the controversies. I just know that he started out as a beautiful and talented little black boy from Indiana who grew up to be a musical icon and one of the most generous humanitarian in the world. What happened in between made him more human. With that said, I don’t make excuses because even my own eyebrows raise some of the MJ happenings over the years. But, today and this time in general is a time to celebrate the man and respect his family… not to gossip and point fingers. I just hope his soul is finally resting in peace and that his children and his family can be able to find some serenity and solace right now.

Young Michael Jackson

“If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with.”– Michael Jackson